There is no point living, when there's nothing to live for. There's no point trying, even if you fail with trying your hardest. Life is stupid and meaningless when you come to think about it. Why do we live? I wonder. God hates me. God dislikes me. God thinks I'm the mistake to both my parents and my family. I'm just a burden and the definition of shame No matter how many times I try, I end up failing. I wish life would just stop. I wish my life was the one that never existed I hate my parents for what they are I hate my parents for what they've created In this world, Everyone is like the perfect being, except me. I hate this world. This is a cruel, unfair world. There's no point living, When you fail in everything I rather die than live. There's nothing left in the world for me. I bring shame to my parents. No matter what I do, I'll always fail.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Why?
Why wouldn't my parents believe me when I said I'm gonna be a bassist one day, like Toshiya. Why the fuck did they just laugh at me? Why wouldn't they just support me?! Why?! If they just buy me a bass guitar now, I'll prove it to them!!!!
Why couldn't they be supportive?! Why couldn't they just trust me for once?! Why is it that they could buy other things for me, but not a bass guitar?!
They have a lot of fucking money!! They even fucking promise to buy for me one after my exams!!
Whenever I bring up the topic of me being a bassist, they'll always have that annoyed look on their faces!!! I hate it!!! WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO IN ORDER FOR THEM TO FUCKING BELIEVE?!?!
Monday, May 28, 2012
27/5/12 Outing with Master Badass <3
hehe.. Took Purikura with Shina-san on 27 May, a day before my birthday~
First pic ~ Apprentice and Master
Second pic ~ Nyan ><
Third pic ~ \m/
Fourth pic ~ So cute >3<
It was an awesome day. We saw a guy peaking into the girls bathroom at Macdonalds. We saw hamsters having 'it'. We played Guitar Freak, Guitar Hero, Drum Freak, a machine that's like DDR, Initial D, air hockey and Tekken. Ehhh, Shina won Air Hockey, DDR, Guitar Hero and Initial D. We played Initial D with a little kid. Guess what? He beat us! I won Tekken, only. We played Guitar Freak and Drum Freak together. And, we failed =_=
Anyways, it was a totally awesome day! <3
Thursday, March 15, 2012
New glasses~
New glasses .. MUAHAHA ^^ My left eye wasn't meant to be covered :P
